Patricia Kubus, author of "Amanda Helps Becky Say Farewell"

Introspection

Last week I was asked to do an internet radio interview. One of the questions that was asked was: "Why do you write?"

Hmmmmm It had been a long time since I took time to answer that question. I do ask if of myself on occasion, but once again I was standing with this question to be addressed.

I love to write. When I am working on a book or article I feel very close to God. I feel His inspiration behind the stories that I tell. The character's interactions are a little like the way my sons are with their dad and me. It takes me back when I write the ligt-hearted scenes.

The troublesome scenes sometimes/most times are struggles that the Lord is working on me about. In "Nan's Journey", it was forgiveness. In "Elk's Resolve" it was overcoming depression. In "Luke's Legacy" it was realizing that God has no grandchildren. Everyone makes the decision for Jesus on their own no matter how much I want to make that decision for them.

Book IV, "Timothy's Home", is still in my laptop. I am thinking that the message of this book will be mostly about God's grace.

I write because I learn so much about God and I learn about myself. I write because, maybe, if you or someone you know reads my book, you will see answers to questions you have about everyday life and how Jesus makes a difference.

A new author friend of mine is Patricia Kubus. You will love reading her interview that she did for me.

1. What is your name and the title of your book(s)?
My name is Patricia Kubus, I use my author name with my maiden name Patricia Goskowski Kubus. The title of my first Children's book is "Amanda Helps Becky Say Farewell"

2. What is one thing you think your readers would like to know about you?
One important information I would like my readers or I should say the parent's of my readers to know is that I am a dedicated and compassionate mother, I place these feelings in my writings. I love my children, along with all children as well.

3. When did you know that you wanted to become a writer? My relaxation as a child growing into my years as an adult was poetry. Writing poetry always came natural to me and I found myself many nights writing my feelings in poetry to share with family members. My first born had died from complications of a birth defect, my writings turned into stories with summarized poetry; which helped me through tough times and I am now passing it along to be published to share with the world.

4. What are your strong points in your writing style or methods?
I have only published the one story; which focuses on tough questions for a child about death. In each of my future stories, I pick situations that children find themselves in that are difficult to deal with; such as getting stuck in an elevator, going to school for the first time, and getting bullied around. These are situations where I find my character, Amanda the Angel can come in and help with questions each child has and/or keep them company for a moment to help them thru it. At the end, I summarize the story in a poem, which I think might be a nice reminder that they can hang on their wall or place in their side drawer to refer to from time to time.

5. Are you a reader?
Now I read more than I have in years past. I'm finding it fun now to be on good reads and do recommendations about books I've read. My children are young and I do what I can to keep their interest in books.

6. What are you reading right now?
"Getting Through the Tough Stuff" by Charles R. Swindoll

7. Do you have another book that you are working on and hasn't been submitted for publication?
I have four books tucked away.
I actually found myself with an interesting option. Now that I have published my first book, my son came to me with a story he would like me to write. He gave me the core elements of the story of a young boy who's a basketball player. This player is pressured by the team that he needs to play better and my son wants me to have Amanda come in and help this boy with his pressure from the team players. My son wants me to point out in learning the fact that it's just a game and this young boy shouldn't have to carry such a burden to win. I was so blown away that my child took the time to write a story for me. I'm feeling compelled to write this next one just for him. It's a great feeling to know I'm pulling a little inspiration out of my child.

8. What are your biggest obstacles to writing and how do you overcome them?
I would have to say, my biggest obstacle is patience. I know if I write and then walk away from it, the next time I come back to it, makes it even better. Sometimes I force to much, because I'm anxious to get it done; when I let the right people help me to read it and I digest it, then come back to it, I make it better.

9. How can readers contact you or purchase your books? Please put your website or blog here. Log onto: www.patriciakubus.com

Singing With Jesus

I have to tell you something that I thought of this morning before I go and get ready.
A year or so ago as I went to sleep I whispered something like "I love you , Lord."
Towards morning I had a vivid dream.
I heard a man's baratone voice singing so beautifully. It was like a love song...only not really. I knew he was singing to my friend, Rhonda. I soon realized that it was Jesus' voice. I was so happy for Rhonda.

She sang back..now she sings so well...it blessed me so much. He sang with her. Tears were in my eyes because of the joy I felt and was so glad for her.

The voice came close to my ear and was saying things like, "I love you and I have chosen you to love..." I realized that I felt His breath on my cheek and Jesus was singing to me. I threw back my head and sang with a strong and wonderful voice (that I do not naturally possess) I felt the song start out of my toes and move through my body and the top of my head. I knew that I was singing with every fiber of my being. I held nothing back. "Open the eyes of my heart, Lord. Open the eyes of my heart. I want to see You. I want to see YOU." (That song was brand new to me at the time)

He began singing back to me and I joined in with a song I didn't know. It was pure worship. I sang so hard that I was spent, but new vigor returned to my body as I sang with Him. We sang together a long time.

I awoke and felt His Presence in the room. I was softly humming and had such joy rushing out of me. I felt peace and strength all day. Every time I think about it, the thrill rushes over me again.

During the next week I began listening to a preaching tape. The speaker said something about the Lord singing over us. He then sang a song that was inspired from the Lord called, "Sing Over Me Again". I just knelt down in my living room and worshipped about the goodness and kindness of God.

I share this with you today, because I know you need to know that Jesus loves you and sings over you. He wants you to be encouraged by his goodness and kindness. He always wants to hear whatever you have to say. He really is listening.